[TA Message] 211+212

No. 211 11 Apr 2008:

The third day in Yoyogi is finished, and I kept coming here repeatedly & writing messages but erasing them, writing and erasing…. that’s the sort of state I’m in.

Somehow, the more I summoned up my happy feelings to turn them into words, the more they seemed phony, the less genuine the message seemed to be.

But I think I’ve got it now.

Yes, excessive wordiness isn’t needed.
Until now I was worried about appearances.

So…. I just want to say, purely & honestly, from my heart, that I love you all and I thank you so very much.

And also, in regards to me, you don’t just agree with everything I do, sometimes you’ve been giving honest and harsh opinions, and I thank you for that.

Just as I was saying at the beginning of the year, the way I currently am, sometimes situations & conditions don’t allow me to do things like singing songs & putting on a great show the way I’d like.

Honestly, coming to this place was the result of continuous, violent fights.
However, I asked for you to excuse my ear, and I didn’t want to show anything done halfway, but making compromise & giving something up was disagreeable to me.
I’m doing this myself since it was me who chose to continue singing.

I’m sure everyone has many many various worries that they’re not showing alot of, saying “Ayu is OKAY!!! (*^_^*)” because they want to creat an environment where they can feel more relaxed.
So, this tour, until the end, to all my great friends and all my visitors, I want to send many many great memories one at a time.

Everyone, you are always the source of my power.

Thank you.
Thank you.

Thank you.
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Aaaaaah~! P.S.!!!
No. 212 11 Apr 2008:

I had a thought that I forgot (haha) to write about just then,
so I’m back.

Okay, so, for this show (this isn’t a spoiler so it’s okay o/`)
naturally, the usual Peco & Chiharu & Etsu
have been choreographing & arranging some of the dance numbers. However, my dancers Zin & Subaru, as well as Kayanocchi and others, are doing the choreography & arrangement of dance numbers toooo o/`

In addition, directing the on-screen videos, of course Wataru Takeishi, and also Tatsuya Ishii, did some extremely good work. But….. what!!!!! Our very own MR. KAZ has achieved his directorial debut, making a few of the videos!

So I really want to give eeeeveryone an impression of everything behind the stage being very lovely & sweet.

Keeping that in mind, I want everyone to get in that mood while watching, and I want everyone to enjoy iiit~ o/`

And I’m going off-topic here now, but on Yoyogi’s first day, I saw what looked like a black cloth banner with “SUBARU” written in huge pink characters? I think it was in the stands. The timing of it was really random. (laughing)
If you have the chance to come & show it again, please do!
That’s the kind of intrusion I don’t mind, do it to your heart’s content. (hysterical laughter)